Kaneki Ken | Regrets

Hey, (f/n)-chan.
I’m sorry I did this to you.

Changed you, warped you, damaged you.
If only I had never gone with Rize that night,
You’d still be you.
Smiling.
Laughing.
Dancing.
No cares on your soul.

I should have stayed away with you.
Severed the bond between us
Right after I found out
The monster I was.
The monster I am.

But no.
I was greedy.
Selfish.
I needed you.
Now more than ever.
I just couldn’t let go.

Then I changed.

I changed drastically.
I wasn’t the Kaneki you knew anymore.
The Kaneki you loved was gone.
Forever lost in a shattered mind.

But you stayed.
You stayed.
And changed just like me.
Shattered.
Broken.
Gone.

You are no longer you.
You’re not the person I knew.
The person I cared for more than myself.

So now,
(f/n)-chan.
My dear (f/n)-chan.
I’ll leave.
I’ll leave you.
It may be too late,
The damage done to you irreparable.
But please,
Please (f/n)-chan.

Just try to be yourself again.